Written May 2022 Oh, I can’t. I’m on that very slippery slope, and I just want to slide down into the abyss and drown. I do. I hate where my life is right now. ———— Oh! What in the world prompted that entry? And just as I typed it, I remembered, and all the raw emotions from that point in time came rushing toward me, threatening to consume me. I opened this app today to complain about things currently, to grasp at the oh, so tenuous lifeline I’ve used for years to attempt to sort out the confusing parts of my life. Who in the world am I?? What is my purpose? I’m feeling more and more invisible with each day. It’s so daunting, so suffocating. I’m truly sad, irritated, and bored. Oh!! Bored. I scarce can stand the shit of my life right now. The invasion of Kate and the kids has disrupted all aspects of my life. It’s not that I’m insensitive to their plight, it’s the complete changes being forced onto me because Kate is as willful and stubborn as me. ————- 5/8/24 I read to this whole th
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