~coming up for air~
There's a story I have been working on for almost ten years. "Coming up for Air"........a story of a woman literally holding her breath waiting for her life to begin again after a divorce. This morning a song continued to play in my head.........."Break on Through" by the Doors.
Not sure what I am headed toward, but I do know I have to break through........it is time for me to stop holding my breath.
My story used to be saved on the computer, but then the computer died. Luckily, I have most of it handwritten and pieces of it printed out. As soon as I find it, I intend to start working on it again. In the meantime, I did a google search of my title and found a George Orwell book by the same name..........I just downloaded it.
I am sooo exhausted from holding my breath...............this process literally requires so much energy. As I was waiting for Kaitlyn to get out of a TAKS Academy to pick her up, my migraine making even movement painful, I watched "Waiting to Exhale" again. It was a complete God thing. In each of these women I could see elements of myself. Desperately I want to exhale and feel my life move forward.
picked up the George Orwell book from the library today and cannot wait to start reading.........stay tuned
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