Maybe it's age, or maybe it's pure necessity, but I truly love my down time. As I reflect backward over the last 30 years of my life, I remember fondly the anxiety I once felt to be sitting still - always needing something to do in my waking hours. In the last year, I crave down time,even sneaking in a nap on my days off occasionally. My down time is highly treasured and almost violently protected. If I manage to have a three day weekend, then I feel I can venture out, maybe even experiment with a new routine. In every way possible, I am tired. At times, I can get enough rest in one part of my life, but pure relaxation has not happened in a very long time. My spirit aches to feel peace. When I say to myself that I am drowning, I know its truth perfectly. I've been here before. I have survived this before. It just seems so abnormal to be repeating this yet again. Is that what life is? More and more, the words of the "Serenit...
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