In the last 30 years, I have often had this idealization of starving to death. I would actually imagine what it might be like to go for days without eating. Somewhere in my mind,I figured if I could starve to death I would finally meet the approval of my mom, finally get someone to look at me because I wasn't chunky, and maybe finally have a relationship. Maybe, finally, I'd be happy. We often say, "I'm starving to death"; and of course, if it's at 8 a.m., that means we're hungry; we are not literally starving today or are we? One of the most fascinating things to have happened to me in a while is developing this food intolerance and having to get rid of a lot of my normally eaten foods. There are days when I do feel like I am starving mainly because my calorie count is so low, and it's hard to find foods that are interesting to eat when you are limited the way I have become limited. I am so grateful that my limitations are just an alle...
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