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Brrr......It's Getting Cold Again! I truly find it ironic that when I make up my mind about something, things change immediately. The situation with Jeff is a prime example. Life is amazing and crazy all jumbled with peace and calm. Today is the funeral for the mother of one of Kaitlyn's classmates. Such a heartbreaking situation. It has put me in a strange and numb place. There are truly days when I feel the weight of the whole world on my shoulders, and at the point when I feel I need to collapse, I see the eyes of my wonderful daughters upon me. I must persevere always. Usually, it is not until I am alone in my room that the tears of pain and sadness finally come. Today will be one of those days, again. I must hold on tight without breaking, waiting with breath held until I can close the world off and just disappear.

Silent Cries

Silent Cries journal entry 11-4-06 Lonliness pursues.........captures....consumes. And in isolated terror, she screams. Screams unheard, unknown and she succumbs. Where is the bright sunshine of yesterday? As a bright-eyed girl full of sunshine, her world saw kittens and puppies and rainbows. Her heart felt full frenzies. Her soul surrendered  to ideals of love, friendship, patriotism and forgiveness.