Finally, I can breath. Peacefully, without thought, I can inhale all that is around me and not feel like I am suffocating in twisted emotions; but, I still miss you so much it hurts. You are in every sound, every smell, every sight in this city. I have tried to run, to hide among places and people I thought would distract me........but unfortunately, nothing has worked. The last few months have been filled with tortured anguish as I succumbed to all the weathered emotions and in complete submission let myself grieve over you. Repeatedly I have heard the slighted whispers that I have anguished too often, that the importance I have foolishly assigned to my feelings far outweighs the importance you placed. None of this matters, as each person lives on definitions of their own design. Whether is was you or the close embodiment of an ideal I secretly possessed, our time together awakened within me an eagerness tinged with ecstasy...
This is the place where I write about all the random things that crowd my mind.....about family, friends and places. It is also the place where my newest writing projects and craft ideas can be found. It is, me, electronically.