This time last year I was planning a romantic weekend get-a-way with Jarvis, so when I got up this morning and the chill of this artic air greeted me, my mind raced back to Philly. Each time Jeff and I hit a stall, I do this, retreat. So, with my "Philadelphia" playist providing a consistent soundtrack, I am working on my novela "Philadelphia Story". Things with Jeff are good, but he is dealing with some family issues with his parents in Florida and announced to me he might be leaving Austin soon to take care of things. Even though I wish I trusted people, I don't. It especially difficult for me to trust men. This is exhausting.............back and forth. One day I'll be on top of the world and full of optimism only to be completely insecure and scrambling to rebuild walls the next day. I have already started praying because experience has taught me that I must let go of any understanding I think I have. Above any of this confusion is the...
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