Brrr......It's Getting Cold Again!
I truly find it ironic that when I make up my mind about something, things change immediately. The situation with Jeff is a prime example.
Life is amazing and crazy all jumbled with peace and calm.
Today is the funeral for the mother of one of Kaitlyn's classmates. Such a heartbreaking situation. It has put me in a strange and numb place.
There are truly days when I feel the weight of the whole world on my shoulders, and at the point when I feel I need to collapse, I see the eyes of my wonderful daughters upon me. I must persevere always. Usually, it is not until I am alone in my room that the tears of pain and sadness finally come.
Today will be one of those days, again. I must hold on tight without breaking, waiting with breath held until I can close the world off and just disappear.
Matthew 11:28-30 (MSG) "Are you tired? Worn out? Burned out on religion? Come to me. Get away with me and you'll recover your life. I'll show you how to take a real rest. Walk with me and work with me -- watch how I do it. Learn the unforced rhythms of grace. I won't lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you. Keep company with me and you'll learn to live freely and lightly."
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